Yeah- i knew it...

I'm gonna fail.

Seriously- this testing was the WORST! I felt like I was messing up on everything :/ My mom video taped it, and it didn't seem as bad on camera but I thought i was gonna cry when I was up there. The three big things I messed up on was green belt form (cuz I was going the wrong direction,) and then not knowing what moves to yell on for brown and red. *facepalm*

Really?

I studied those the whole time everyone else was doing there form, and I forget them as soon as I get up there??? I'm a stupid head. Oh and my stances have gotten really pathetic, did I get taller? I know they used to be deeper and I didn't have to think about it then...

Everyone else did really good though, bravo haha.

Because of my 15 minute blankingness, we still have board breaks, bo staff, sparring, verses, and terminology for thursday... Which is alright, I can use the practice- but I dont think Mrs. Stancil was very impressed...

On the bright side my made up self defense went alright, considering I made it up last night/this morning- and I didn't get very tired (standing around thinking of the moves you yell on gave everyone a break haha)

So maybe if I do really really really good on everything else- I'll pass... but even my own mother doesn't think so (lol) so I wont hold my breath. *sigh* looks like I'm getting my black belt with miranda and lindsay after all :)